Nineteen-year-old internet personality Clavicular has surprised viewers by revealing the extreme measures he’s taken in pursuit of physical optimization—including starting testosterone injections at just 14 years old, resulting in current infertility, and maintaining an expensive pharmaceutical regimen that includes methamphetamine prescribed for “hollow cheeks.”
In a candid interview, the looks-maxing influencer detailed how he began ordering testosterone online as a severely overweight teenager struggling with acne. “I started with 300 milligrams of testosterone, and I did that for a while up until I was 16,” he explained, admitting he had little understanding of pharmacology at the time but was determined to accelerate his transformation rather than spend years achieving naturally what drugs could deliver in months.
The consequences have been significant. When asked about fertility, Clavicular bluntly stated: “No. None.” Years of external testosterone shut down his natural hormone production completely.
However, he maintains unwavering confidence that fertility can be restored with the right protocol, dismissing permanent risk as “one in like a 100,000” and criticizing detractors as uninformed.
His early experimentation wasn’t without disasters. A brief run with trenbolone caused hair loss and anger issues, though he claims his hair recovered with minoxidil treatment. Now on testosterone replacement therapy as a “lifestyle and energy thing,” he blames environmental contaminants for widespread hormonal disruption and has no regrets about his choices.
Today, Clavicular’s daily pharmaceutical routine is extensive and expensive. Beyond testosterone, he takes dutasteride and minoxidil for hair maintenance, 7.5 milligrams of Accutane daily for anti-aging and collagen production, and retatrutide (a GLP-1 agonist) at what he admits is an “extremely high dose” of 15 milligrams weekly for leanness. He also uses melanotan 2 for tanning, occasional IGF-1 and HGH injections, and pregabalin and phenibut for social situations.
Perhaps most controversially, Clavicular admits to using prescription dextroamphetamine—medical-grade methamphetamine sold as Desoxyn—as a stimulant and appetite suppressant.
“I use crystal for hollow cheeks,” he stated matter-of-factly, clarifying that he uses therapeutic doses of the prescribed dextro-isomer rather than street methamphetamine, though he acknowledges using the shocking terminology deliberately.
He said, “I’m using like very low therapeutic dosages of demethamphetamine, which is actually something that’s prescribed by doctors. It’s called Desoxyn. I say m*th as a sh*ck factor because of how outrageous it sounds. So people watching Breaking Bad and seeing meth, you hear, “Oh my god, this guy’s so crazy.” But you actually inform people, no, Desoxyn is a prescribed medication.”
He’s also planning a $35,000 double jaw surgery with full facial implants in Istanbul, plus a $100,000 limb-lengthening procedure to go from 6’2″ to 6’6″. The limb-lengthening surgery would require up to a year of recovery, including three weeks of hospitalization and months of limited mobility, which he describes as a “treacherous process” most couldn’t endure.
Despite his extreme approach, Clavicular insists his motivations are purely logical rather than emotional. “I’ve never really experienced insecurity,” he claims, framing his choices as strategic investments with calculable returns.
He points to research showing each inch of height above six feet correlates with approximately $500 in additional annual income, and notes that dating app data reveals women commonly filter out 95% of men based on height alone.
The influencer now monetizes his controversial journey through online content and a paid community where he teaches others his optimization methods.
What’s clear is that Clavicular represents a growing subculture willing to take unprecedented pharmacological and surgical risks in pursuit of aesthetic perfection—consequences be damned.
